bun and bear

i've been in a very hectic week, and hectic feeling

gain and loss,

but i do realize that I can't please anyone at once.

I can't avoid judgments. or maybe that is the way I behave, so that I need a bigger mirror to see my reflection.

i've been building castles and walls

i've been avoiding and denying

and you know, being dumb sometimes is the best escape.

i'd found the answer of friendship, bestfriend, and affection.

loyalty and sacrifice.

but i still neeed to learn.

but for now, I know that my problems will less with bun and bear,especially when I spend my time with best best friends, who really knows me, and offer a place for me to be myself. only myself.