Landslide

 

One of my favorite song ever is Landslide by Fletwood Mac. In fact, this is the forth post in this blog I quote the song since 2011, especially with this particular verse

"Well I've been afraid of changing, cause I build my life around you.

But time makes us bolder, children get older,

and I'm getting older too"

which strucks me with the fact that I did not build my life around anyone. I am where I stand today and myself is everyone I wanna give credits for (exclude parents cause I kinda take em for granted).

I have no one to begin with, no one to fight for, nothing to lose.

Which makes me feels nothing but just like an empty shell.

Thinking about it, in my age, I guess having someone to build life around with is for the privileged. That would probably felt a less lonely and a lot nicer.

.. can I sail the changing ocean tides, can I handle the season of my life?

I don't know..