I'm tired of pretending that I am fine
I too want to lose control sometimes
So this depressing thought in this depressed mind gone
But I'm scared of the way people would see me, think of me, or judge me
If I stop forcing this "I'm ok" smile
God,
If only You could send me a little company
For me to share this stupid anxiety
I'm seriously tired of losing things
Even I never had much, I hardly say that I'm possessing something, not even myself. I'm tired of bearing the consequences for mistakes I didn't make.
So please God, please ease this struggling mind.
Even a calm afternoon with biscuits and a warm meal, would it be too much to ask?
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