Stop this train

"So scared of getting older. 

I'm only good at being young"

John Mayer - Stop this train

Will be officially graduated in less than 20 days. Still couldn't find a clear plan about how my future supposed to be. I think about it all the time that I need to personally earn money. But by earning money, I don't want to wake up at my 40s and regretting times I wasted doing things I don't like. 

I want to be paid for something I'm really good at and passionate about, which currently I do not know what is that thing would be.