first love wont do

I've been observing and watching and I find that most of first love are not going to work

because when love comes for the very first time, people are too naive to differ
the wanting one and the needed one

because when love comes for the very first time, people will open up all the space
they had, to keep every details and memories, locked up the padlock,
threw away the lock into the ocean and the lock eaten by cockle shells,
hoping that someday a pearl will apears

but it's not going to work

nothing comparable comes before first love. of course, because it's the first.

and when people realize that that person (or any other form of first love) will never fit their life, sometimes it's too late. they have waited for such a long time. still, they think that it's not that long at all, and every new day, they think that,
"I could wait a little bit longer"

but good things will come eventually. it shows how great people endure for something utopian. they will build themselves, be another person if it necessary, prove the world what they deserve.

the most important thing is, they grow up

and sometimes those feelings are over. but you wont regret how magical first love is. not in the context that it gives you some unbelieavable experience or heartbeat rhytm, but it build yourself into something you wont recognize if you hadn't met that feeling. and when you probably meet another love in the future, you are a prepared stuff.

First love is not something regretable.
still, I'm telling you that first love wont do.