flashback

this is 2011.i was born 17 years ago,and live happily.but there were several hard time that cause a deep trauma and mentally scar.i'll explain..

i was three when my parent first entered me in the nearest kindergarten.i was a newcomer,that nobody wants to play with me.i creid so bad when my nanny left,maybe the others felt disgusted.i couldn't stand and decide to enter elementary school earlier than the normal time,which make me have a one surplus year.but in elementary school,it wasn't started so nicely.

i was five.there was a super-big-fat-bully boy.i forget the name,but he slapped me in the face when the teacher asked him to move from his desk so i could sit in the front.that was the most scary time in my elementary school life,even the rest was passed happily.

 in my 8th grade in junior high school,i had to separate with my besties in 7th grade.there were several girl that calssified themself as a popular-beauty-highclass and make a exclusive group that nobody else could join.i called them mean girl.also,i have nobody to play and moving class system insist me to sit with a super nerd boy.fortunately in 9th grade i got the same class as the 7th,so i could come back with my everlasting besties.

i was really happy in my 9th grade,but i graduate.i entered senior high school,a place where exsistance is a big deal.i got one besties,but she moved to acceleration program..when i felt lonely,my sketch book is only the one around.there were several emmmmmm sort a 'faking' friends but i wasn't really felt comfortable.



however,high school ends happily.i got the meaning of anything in my 11th and 12th grade,and i feel sad because college makes everyone separate all around this island.

those are my dark school time,and i dont want any replay.but what about college?we'll see ;)

that is my story,what about yours?